Totally Lost Without You

  I know It's only been two days since I'd seen you, but I can't stop thinking 'bout you. In everything I do, you always pop out in my head. I can't help myself. It craves for your presence. We might be communicating but that's not enough.
  For these past few days, I can't sleep well. I'm acting weird stuffs like eating too much junks and waking up on midnights. I can't even think clearly and I can't stop imagining things about us. I guess these are just effects of our separation.
  I know this is kinda silly 'cause we're only apart for a week but I can't really bear this. I want to shout until my voice is gone, I want to cry until I'm all dried out and I want to run until I'm all worn out, just to be with you again. I want to be in your arms again, to be with you where I truly belong. But time just isn't our friend. I can't be with you right now. All I can do is sit here, mumble silly things, let all my anxiety out, and daydream about you.
  I've never really felt like this before. I'm starting to break down into pieces. I don't even know myself anymore. You might think I'm an Emo, but I'm not. It's just that, I really really want to be with you or just even catch a glimpse of you. I love you so much and I can't handle things without you anymore. You've become a part of me, a part that gives me strength to hold on to life.
  Oh! I really miss you! How I wish I could be with you right now, spending time together doing nothing but enjoying every moment of it. Seriously, I don't think I can manage to survive a week without seeing you.
  Unfortunately, I have to fight through this heartaches. 'Cause I know somewhere at the end, I'll be seeing you again wearing that beautiful smile that makes my heart pound so fast, giving me the strength to live again. I LOVE YOU!